I'm still having the sickness. Arggggggh, feel so shagged. And, I think my trip to KL gonna be soooooooo not fun. Arggggh, feel like killing myself because of this cough & irritating nose blocked. So, I've been spending my time with Bf lately & just slacked at NS. Yesterday, meet up with Papa, since he wanted to give me some cash. Hee. After that, had our late lunch at Mac & off Bf sent me home. Sis have not been talking to me after the incident. Gosh, she's behaving like a teenager back in her olds day. Fucked. Giving me faces & talk so loudly in front of my face. Argggggh, making me like a stupid whore. Yaw, fucked lah. Ok, so today, I left the house early again, just that meet Mama at Tampines Mart & had lunch with her before proceed to Ns to meet Bf & spent the rest of the day there, studying. Hee. Evening, Clieff drop by, follow by Haikal. Bid them goodbye at 9 just now, since Haikal have to go home. I went to Bf place to take the bag that I need for KL later on. After that, he sent me home. I love you, BABYBOY. :)

I have not eaten rice for about 2 days. I only eat junk foods. I'm getting thinner like a skeleton, that what Big Sis said always. But Babyboy said, I look alright. I'm off to KL this Thursday. SHIT! Gonna miss my BF soooooooooooo much. And, I'm sooooo not looking forward lah since Sis & me had this silly arguments. Shit-tos. Ok peeps, I wanna korek-korek my cabinet dapur, see if I can find something to eat. Hahahahahaha. BF, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. :)

Sometimes, feeling can be so uncertain.
And, everything seems to be fallen apart.
Whatever it is human being has 2 faces, 1 who is nice, 2 which is evil.
Thats include people who you called them 'your loved ones'.

Labels: BENG, I LOVE YOU.

❤: Piss Off
♫♫: Rock Bottom

I left the house early today cause had a small fight with the family just now. Fucking pissing me off since I never did anything wrong. Sis is angry with me cause I never fetch Effa from school. I mean like WHAT. You can wake me up & ask me but then she keep quiet. Yeah, like WTH. Everything my faults. And, what bothers me is that Mom & Big Sis join the fun & scold me for no reason. Fuck. Text Bf & told him, & meet him at Interchange since I just want to go out & refresh my mind. Had our lunch at LJS & walk around at TM to waste time. After that, went to his place since he wanted to change his clothes & right now I'm at NS, blogging. Fucking bored sia. Gonna skip History class today & again. I just don't have the mood to go. Called uo Papa just now since I wanted some cash but he scolded me back. Wah, FUCK lah sia. Everyone is the same. Arggggggggggghhhh. At least Bf cheer me up or else I'm gonna eat him alive. Haa. We did some camwhoring with my lappy webcam, he insist since he said that I was so mooooody. Hmmm. Hee. Nevertheless, you make my day lah babyboy. Hee. ANd, my nose are fucking irritating, having this nose blocked is sooooo suay. Oh, today is not my day. My bad day. Arggggghhhhhh.

Labels: NOT MY DAY. :(

Labels: Injection make me wanna sleep. :(

Sorry for the lack of updates. Been busy & studying till midnight. And, I'm really lazy to post. So in anyway, my days went pretty alright. As usual, slacked at NS with the rest & on Tuesday went to Bugis with the family. Hee. So, I'm watching The Contender Asia now & again eventhough I already watch it on AXN. Oh, I'm soooo into Dzhabar. Haa. He's so cute lah sey. And, wait please lah Bf stop with your 'Yodsaenklai'. Hahahahaha. So as you can see, I upload Jzhabar & Yodsaenklai pictures. Haa. See, how fanatic I'm. Hahahahaha. But I think Eminem is still the Hot-Hot guy in this world. Ok, I think thats for now. Gonna continue S-T-U-D-Y. Haa.Btw, fyi Yodsaenklai won the competiton. Yessssh.

HAPPY 42th MONTHSARY, BBY.
I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH.
MUAH. MUAH. MUAH.
I know its kinda late but its the thought that count.

Labels: MY JZHABAR

Its Sunday. And, somehow I feel like I begin to fall in loved with my weekends. Haa. So today, my family & I had a ride on the new car which Sis & Broinlaw bought 2weeks back.Its Hyundai Avante. So somehow, today is our family day only that before we had our new car, we normally took bus or train. But today, everything is well-off since we have the new car.Haa. Bf, don't be jealous.

So actually, the plan was to go to Parkway Parade but it just changed since broinlaw wanted to go to Vivo City. 1st Sis & broinlaw tagged along.Reaching VC, walk around the mall, while Sis bought something for their kids. While, Mom & me went to F21, Zara, Topman, Warehouse,& Pull & Bear to just looking around. Nothing caught my eyes, while Mom grab herself a bag at Zara, I managed to grab myself some accesories at F21, Aldo & Zara too. Mom treat me since she's said that I'm being such a good girl. Haa. What only MAMA. Haa.Dinner at Banquet. After that, chilled at Starbucks. As per normal, I ordered myself my favourite caramel frapp, while Mom ordered herself a GreeTea frapp. Haa. Mom wanted to try something new actually, so yeah, when she make her first taste, she freak out cause she's said that the taste is so weird. Haa. But after a minutes, she said that GreeTea frapp taste nice. Haa. After about half & hour, we went back home.

So basically, the kids are pretty excited about their new car, especially Elfie.
Look what he did when Broinlaw open the booth, he quickly went inside.
Hahaha. Ok-kay, kids, I want to STUDY now.
Take care && I miss my Bf. ):

Labels: MY FAMILY DAY OUT

Started my day by doing housechores & take care of Grandpa since
the rest of my family attend my Aunt's wedding. Haa.
My Saturday was actually to slacked through the night at NS with Bf,
but turn out that we went to Bugis with the NS gang.
Haa. Bf & I wore a totally slacked or kental attire.
With our slippers but luckily theres someone who is also kental,
& thats Clieff. Hahahahahaha.

Well, the weather didn't give any mercy to us since it was heavily rain.
First stop, waited for Haikal's Gf at Interchange, then board 23 to Bugis.
Went to the Hats shop, since it was our recommendation. Haa.
After walking for about half & hour & since Haikal managed
to grab himself a Tshirt & some other items, we proceed to this coffeeshop.
(Idk whats the coffeeshop name) So had our dinner there, & since
Haikal's ORANG KAYA BARU, he treat us. Haa. Thanks eh HAIKAL.

After that, proceed to Far East Plaza since that orang kaya baru wanted to buy a belts. So yeah, we follow him since Bf & I recommand him another shop. Haa. Well, not just belts that he bought, he grab himself another Tshirts & another cap too. Haa. After a long walk, Haikal decided to meet Hardy & Aidil at the Old Parliament. But, too sad, Yan has to go back, so bid him goodbye & proceed to meet the rest. So yeah, spent the rest of the night there. Basically, something occur during our lepak. A girl got herself drunk. And, ambulance was called in. Haa. This is the best part. The ambulance driver was actually Clieff's Dad. He went to hide as soon as he saw his Dad coming out from the driver seat. Hahahahahahaha. Very funny, Ok-kay clieff. And now, both Alep's Dad is an ambulance driver. But, just that Bf's Dad have retired. Hahahaha. Ok, now we called Clieff 'AMBULANCE'.
Hahahahahahahaha.

We make our moved at about 1045pm since all of us are already worn out.
Took trains back, & Haikal & Bf had this conversation in which they speak
in British acents. Hahahaha. Basically, they talk about the contender.
Like Bf is the trainer & Haikal was train by Bf. Hahahaha.
Ok-kay, you two very funnnnnnnnnnnnny. I seriously cannot tahan.
Reach tampines at about 1130pm, Haikal wanted to sent his Gf home,
but she's already make her moved. So, Bf, Haikal, Haz & Clieff
sent me back. And, Hardy & Aidil went for their supper at Mr Teh Tarik.
And, so sweet of them for sending me right up to my doorstep
since my house area is pretty scary. Haa.

Labels: HAIKAL'S SHOPPING TRIP

Labels: Happy 18th, Ijah.

So to my lil babyboy, this is for you.
I love you since the day 1. No one can ever replaced you in my heart.
Your 1 of a kind to me. You care for me. You make me happy.
You make me angry. You make me merajuk with you.
Your only who can stick with me through thick or thin.
The one who can tolerate my behaviour
eventhough Iam always the 1 who make you angry.
Eventhough, how big the problem is,
we still managed to pull it through.
Eventhough, I did make a big mistake in our relationship,
you still forgive me & loved me like before.
You know I can never love any guy except only you.
For 3years, we been going through all the shit, up down, everything.
And, until now we managed to go all the way, till now.
My BABYBOY, you know I will always love you.
And, you know all along thats true.
Is you rely on me as much as I rely on you to inspire me like you do.
You are the air I breathe, I believe if you ever leave me, Id probably have no reason to be. You are the word that I am looking for when,
I am trying to describe how I feel inside.
And whatever it is, I'm so glad to be yours.

Labels: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

Labels: Fucking pissed off.