Saturday, January 31 @ 12:53 PM
WINDOW PANE
" A smile is a window on your face to show your heart is at home. "


Was busy cleaning up my wardrobe when I happened to find a small pictures of Atikah, Ain, Fatin & me. Those memories during highschools. I miss them. Yes, truckloads but yeah. And, thank you for the wishes. It was actually an entry from Fatin blog. And, I was really touched because they still remember it. Its Okay, nobody will understand about the past expect for me. Let bygones be bygones. Meet up someday over some coffee. Lots of thing to catch up.


Blog been dead for a couple of days. Proper update soon.
Meanwhile, gonna get ready. Meeting the boys later & off to Changi for some fishing. Take care ladies. Have a lovely weekend.




Tuesday, January 27 @ 11:40 PM
UPDATE SOON
" A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. "


Will update real soon when I received all the pictures from YAN !!!
And, the things I scare about Chinese New Year is,
the song of the lion dance. I frigging scared.
Oh well, till tomorrow.


Friday, January 23 @ 10:23 AM
A LONG POST FOR THE DEAREST BOYFRIEND.
" An anniversary is a time to celebrate the joys of today, the memories of yesterday,
and the hopes of tomorrow. "


" Happy 4th Anniversary, dear Boyfriend. "
I love you so so so so much.


Today, marks our 4th being together. We really-really make it to this far. Despite, the roller coaster ride, we had. And, of course, not forgetting all those arguments, argue, misunderstand & those sulking moments. We always fight for a small reason, fight over a thing that both of us didn't know what is happening. And, those happy moments being together with you. The movie dates, the surprised gift, the look in your eyes & the sweet smile on your face. I don't know what will install for us in days to come but for sure I just want to spent my everyday with you & making you happy always. I know we are still young, yet too young for everything but I believe with our true love & promised, I'am sure & believe(insyaallah) we will last long. Your the only men, I truly deeply madly in love with. Never ever doubt how I feel towards you & I don't really need a perfect man to love me & buy me things cause all I ever need is a man who has a beautiful heart & thats only you.

I love you so much & your love means so much to me. We really make it to this far. I'am so excited as much as you are. Even though, we may not had a ride on the Spore flyes or had our dinner at Bakerzin or we may not exchange gift, your saying, your kisses, your hugs, your time spending with me through the night & counting stars, already make our anniversary so special. I can't wait for another years to come & another years of life with you.

And, tracking those years back, we only knew each other for 3 days, with the unexpected meet up & all those special messages, you popped up the questions while your bathing & your leg were on the toilet bowl. And, without any hesitation, I said Yes because I know your the one for me. And only after reminiscing those time that we clearly remember we were only 14 & 15 years age. And, now we already in our mature level. Boy, never did I thought, I have been spending my birthday with you throughout this years & those hardships of life. And, I'm so looking forwards for yet another years with you.

Alif, 230105 really means so much to me.
Thank you so much for
asking me to be your yours.
I really love you so much.
Hug & kisses.


P/S: Happy anniversary to BabbySassy & WawaKiss & not forgetting Khai & Rashid too.
May God bless our relationship.
Another P/S: Thank you for all those wishes. I really appreciate it. Will reply soon.
Movie date later in the evening. *Grin.



---Edited---


A surprised movie date by Boyfriend even though the day before he said he don't want to catch any movies. And, he said that he is broke. Meet up with him at Interchange just now & off to purchase the tickets at CS. And, of course I get to catch Bride Wars. He really know I wanna catch it. How sweet. Roam around TM & had a small dinner at KFC before he surprised me again with having some ice-cream over at Haagen Dazs. He really make my day & of course not forgetting those hugs & kisses, especially on my forehead & a little soft voice whisper on my ears wishing me "Happy 4th sayang, I love you so much. Your my girl." How cute is that. LOLs. Catch the 7pm show & after that, grab a bite at Coffee Beans before he sent me home. And, before bidding good bye, he give me a lil kiss on my forehead. Thank you so much for today dear. I enjoy every minute of it eventhough you are so annoying yet still I love you so much. Looking forward for tomorrow. Yet another celebration. Hugs. *Blew kisses.

P/S: Okay, I won't mention your name. Only your nicks, KAMBING!!! Hahaha.
I love you so so so so so so so so so so much.
Another P/S: HAPPY 18th MANDOL aka Izwan.

*****

Tags replied.

23 Jan 09, 22:38
meera: happy 4 year anni beb..!! see u soon..
Zi: Thank you sweetheart. Meet you & your twin tomorrow. *Hint-hint.

23 Jan 09, 18:33
ijah: last longer korang!! happy 4th anni.. =))
Zi: Thank Ijah. Appreaciate it.

23 Jan 09, 16:36
SABRINA: ZIMAH! I MISS YOU! was thinkin' abt you guys recently .
Zi: I miss you too dear. Haha. You did. LOLs.

23 Jan 09, 00:13
wawakiss: happy anni to you & bf!
Zi: Thank you dearest. I wish you already. :)

23 Jan 09, 00:09
Natty: Happy 4 yrs anniversary to you guys! 4 yrs = WOW. may u guys last long!
Zi: Unexpected tag from you lovely. Oh why, thank you dear. Last long to with Bany.

22 Jan 09, 19:59
nadiarina: its your 4 years tomorrow, happy 4th anni to u & bf. may this relationship last till eternity. ((:
Zi: And, yes dear. We are already 4th. Insyaallah, may we long. And, you too. Have a happy celebration.

22 Jan 09, 15:30
yanyan: again.. hahahahaha... SAAAAPPPP! Nak dekat ANNIVERSARY SEI! BAIK AH MAYONISE AND KAMBING! WUUHUuu! mesti la IZA nak stick with me, ni daddy die.. hahhahaa.. alamak! amacam one of e tag is hillarious.
Zi: HAHAHA. Funny eh. Apa MAYONISE?? Its actually Tartar sauce lerr. HAHAHA. Thanks Yan. Appreaciate the tag. And, please eh, DADDY konon. HAHAHAHA.

22 Jan 09, 15:01
HARFANY IS LOVE♥: a day more right? congrats!
Zi: Thanks dear for your tag & the friendster comment. Appreaciate it alots.


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Wednesday, January 21 @ 1:18 PM
YOU TWIRL, I WHIRL
" Love isn't the ability to give some and expect all,
it's the ability to give all and expect none. "


Thought of going haitus for a while, but I have so many things to pen down.
I was awake the whole night & watching the Inauguration of the US 44th President. Pretty much excited. Hahaha. Okay, its lame. And Mama was like,

Minat sungguh dengan Obama?

Hahaha. Mana ada. Best apa tengok dia angkat sumpah.

Kalau President Spore tak apa jugak.

Hahaha. Sama jugak.


And, another day to my anniversary. Pretty much excited. And, of course surprised-surprised 18th. Am meeting Bf later in the evening. Mama is busy doing something for Big Sis. Its her birthday today. Just a small celebration since she is not getting any younger. LOLs. And, can't wait for Chinese New Year cum family gathering & of course Elfie's 4th birthday. Off to baby Sofia. She already trying to walk. Imagined that. Excited again. LOLs. Bf, I wanna watch Bride Wars. Don't forget !!

A big PS: Happy 17th birthday dear sister. I love you.
(I can't mention her age, she already warn me. LOLs.)
Another PS: Happy 22th birthday to my SIL.
(Haha, Bf's sister actually)



--- Edited ---

Have sex before?

Ermm. NO !!! (Look at Sis)

Are you sexually active?

Ermm. I don't know. (Look at Sis again)

OMG! You asked her the difficult questions.
How is she going to answer you & I bet she can't answer
your questions because her sister is here. If not, mati-mati.

Kau diam sudah !!!


Hahaha. Clearly remember this conversation between the doctor, Sister & me. Hahaha. Its already 113am & I can't sleep. Someone pissed me off today. (Baik eh, dah bagus jaga anak kau, kemas rumah kau, tak mintak duit pon, peragai tetap sundal.) Bf knows who I refering to. So much for everything. Move aside, 23 more hours to my sweet anni. And, Bf, I think I wanna watch The Wedding Game. Can? Can? LOLs. Okay, good night ladies.

PS: Fatin wish me through FS & I was touched, eventhough it was on Friday.


Tuesday, January 20 @ 11:39 AM
RESPONSIBILITY
" We are each responsible for all of our experiences. "



Pictures on 170109.
Went to Pasir Ris beach to just chill there & at 9 make our way home,
while the rest went for dinner.

Hiatus for a moment but be back for a while on my anniversary.
A little post for the boyfriend.
Till then. Take care ladies.

PS: It's Okay sayang. You have me & I have you.
2 more days bby.


Monday, January 19 @ 12:35 PM
BE WITH YOU
" Love is just a word until you find the one that gives it meaning. "

Mistake, we made.
And, I can see through those eyes.
You really-really love me so much.
I don't want to cried myself to bed each night or
just by listen to your warm voice.
But understand me too, I'm afraid.
And, I'm scared about you too, about losing you.
Always doubt about you, but not now.
We have make a promised. A promised between us two.
We vow never to let it happened again.
Cause I feel it and you give it a wonderful meaning to my Love life.
And, you will always gonna be my Alep Beng.
And, will forever be my highschool drug boy.
3 more days bby.


*******

PS: Cause you´ll never know what it´s
like to walk in our shoes, And no one knows, the things we´ve been through.


Sunday, January 18 @ 11:44 AM
FEMINISM
" The true Republic: men, their rights and nothing more; women, their rights and nothing less. "


I miss my lappy. I miss all my olds pictures with Boyfriend. All the pictures of family, cousin & the kids. And, of course pictures of my happy pills & highschools.
Will update when I received some photos from the twin.
Have a good Sunday.


Thursday, January 15 @ 10:38 PM
Sonnet of Love
" Sometimes you have to cry out all the tears to make room for the smiles in your hearts. "


When you say you love me, the world stops for a moment,
the stars stop shining, the moon stops glowing, the earth stops breathing,
all that's alive is our Love.





Sunday, January 11 @ 11:20 PM
MY BOYS
" Love is like war, Easy to begin but hard to end. "


Thank you for all the laughing.
You guys really make my day.
Especially my dearest dandy.

PS: Can't wait for my 4years & Dol super sexy skinny 18th.


@ 12:40 PM
I WISH
" Clean your finger before you point at my spots. "
I wish I have the fortune, the fame & the everything.
Where everyone will bow to me & respect me.
But people will mistake you as a arrogant.

But when I don't have the fortune, the fame & the everything.
People will critised me & look down on me.
And, that someone will become arrogant to you.

And, its same goes to your own blood.

Saturday, January 10 @ 12:43 PM
SICK
" The best thing about me is you. "


Nothing beat around me when I'm sick now.
Yesterday night was worse, I was so frigging cold even
Brother sweater won't keep me warm.
A hot milo too.
But its nothing compare to Bf voice in the morning.

PS: Jan 10, Saturday 7pm @ Temasek Polytechnic Open House
Electrico & Vertical Rush , hosted by Utt. (I give it a skip)

Friday, January 9 @ 1:44 PM
MOVIES & BORED
" The man that deserves you the most is the man that thinks he doesn't. "



I wanna catch this movies. Movie marathon & DVD rental, Baby?
Hehehehehe.


And, please pray for me that I will not fell asleep during this movies. I don't want to catch Ong Bak 2 basically because I'm scared I don't understand & fighting just not my type of movies. Will be meeting Bf later at 3 & off to catch this. Never mind, just because of Bf, I'm willing to go. But, I have something on my mind & thats is to spent our time alone. Hehehehe. Despite, always with my usual boys. LOLs.

****


FIRST THING'S FIRST.
1. Full name; Nur Azimah bte Musa
2. Nicknames; Zimah
3. Age; 18, this year
4. Gender; Female
5. Where do you live; Tampines
6. Relationship status; Happily attached
7. Siblings; 3 on Mama side, 3 on Papa side
8. Pets; -
9. Screen name; Zi

APPEARANCE
11. Hair color; Ermm.
12. Hair length; Shoulder length
13. Eye color; Dark brown
14. Height; 158cm
15. Piercings; 2
16. Tattoos; -
17. Shoe size; 7
18. Jeans size; 25
19. Make up; Maybelline & Silky girl
20. Dye your hair; Occasionally

MY FAVOURITES
21. Food; I'm abit fussy
22. Drink; I'm abit fussy
23. Color; Black, blue & red
24. Store; A loads
25. Kind of Alcohol; Haha. Glen's Vodka
26. Ice Cream Flavour; Vanilla
27. Books; Cecilia Ahern
28. Season; Spring
29. Video Game; Video game?

HAVE YOU EVER?
31. Smoked a ciggarette; Yes
32. Done Any Drugs; Drugs? No
33. Gotten Drunk; Haha. Yes
34. Gone Skinny Dipping; No
35. Bonged a beer; NO
36. Had sex; Everyone do sex
37. Kissed the same sex; Of course, I do
38. Done Anything Sexual With Same Sex; Haha. Yes, with my niece. Duhh
39. Eaten Sushi; Favourite
40. Broken A Bone; No

DO YOU/ARE YOU?
41. Like your handwriting; Yes
42. Have any bad habits; A loads
43. Hate yourself; When I did something wrong
44. Shy; Always
45. Tolerant of others; Depends
46. Aggressive or Passive; Both
47. Have a Journal; Blogspot is an online journal right
48. Emotionally strong; No
49. Read the newspaper; Depends
50. Confident; Rarely

VIEWS & BELIEFS
51. Is there a god; Yes, of course
52. Does he have a gender; I can't guess, perhaps
53. Do ghosts exist; Ye
54. What about witches; Think so
55. Miracles; Yes!
56. What do you think of abortion; Ermm
57. Premarital sex; Ermm
58. Life on other planets; Ermm
59. Porn; Haha
60. Cosmetic Surgery; Painful

CAN YOU?
61. Sing well; No, I can't even open my mouth. Haha
62. Play an instrument; No
63. Write well; Depends on the essay
64. Skateboard; Once with Boyfriend
65. Take a shot without a chaser; HUH?
66. Say the alphabets backwards; If I read slowly
67. Snowboard; If theres opportunity, I would love to try
68. Juggle; No
69. Split; No
70. Draw; Perfect. Haha

THE FUTURE
71. Plan on marriage; Insyaallah, when I'm 25
72. Kids; 1 boy, 2 sweethearts
73. And their names; Will start with D
74. Occupation; Always wanted to be a magazine editor
75. Where do you want to live; Singapore, where I will always be close to my loved ones
76. Big or small; Small will do
77. Do you want to live near people; Near people who is my loved ones
78. Long driveway or short; Short will do
79. Income; Enough for me to support everyone
80. Cars; Volkswagen

THIS/THAT
81. Walmart/Target; Walmart
82. Chocolate/Vanilla; Both
83. Night/day; Night
84. Mcd/BK; Mcd, I don't like BK
85. Cats/Dogs; Cats
86. Fruits/Veggies; Fruits
87. Pillows/Blankets; Both
88. Pepsi/Coke; Both
89. Alcohol/Weed; Alcohol
90. Reading/Writing; Reading

RANDOM
91. Biggest fear; If Mama were to leave me
92. Compliment you get often; I don't know
93. What would you change about yourself right now; My legs & especiallt the scars
94. Regrets; Yes
95. Gotten arrested; Yes
96. Are you ticklish; Yes
97. Longest relationship; Guess now, coming to 4years since 230105 (Alhamdulilah)
98. How much TV do you watch; Rarely.
99. What color is your bedroom; Dark purple, yellow & red
100. Are you happy; Alhamdulilah, I'am

Wednesday, January 7 @ 11:38 AM
PICTURES


This was actually on Saturday. Was out to town with the boys. Some of them was actually shopping before school reopens. First stop was Peninsula. Roam around until the boys get their stuff before making our way to Marina Square. Late lunch was at Macdonald since the boys wanted it. Roam around shop & looking for Fahmi's shoes & after that the boys decided to go to Bugis. Roam around Bugis Junction & at 10 make our way back home.


While on Sunday was spent with my usual boys. Head to town since Aidil wanted to do some small shopping. Meetup with Bf, Yan & Aidil at the usual place while Dol & Haz at City Hall. First stop was Far East. Walk around & nothing caught Aidil's attention, make our way to Wisma Atria. Roam around the mall before proceed to The Heeren. He bought some clothes & we settle down at KFC for dinner. Since that day, I had my red accompany, my mood swings was sooo bad that I nearly scold Bf in front of the boys. And, of course a small jokes make me angry too. Sorry guys. I look bad. Hahaha. Never mind about the cramps too.

The rest of the day was spent at home. Sending & fetching Effa from school. I'm not schooling. I might just has while start working & after that continue studying. Insyaallah. Until now, I can't find a suitable jobs. Perhaps I took private course. I really want to take Mass Communication. Further my future as a Magazine Editor or just a Journalism, may it all came true. Life right now !!! And Tuesday, meet up with Bf & Yan at CDC since Bf had his FTT & Yan his practical. And, just great both fail their FTT & practical. Back to Tampines & just chill at our usual hang out. OMG, I just remember Dol is going to make his hair Al fro today. I wonder how he looks like. Hahaha. Am meeting Bf later.


Pictures during the countdown. The rest were either drunk or mixed feeling (inside info).
And, someone spoil all the fun.


Tuesday, January 6 @ 11:01 PM
TOMORROW NIGHT BABY

I will update later tomorrow with lots of photos.
The countdown at East Coast & of course, shopping sprees with the happy pills.
Till then, good night ladies.

Monday, January 5 @ 2:55 PM
BE BACK

Be back with a proper update & of course image heavy
.
PS: 18 more days.

Thursday, January 1 @ 4:50 PM
GOODBYE 2008- HELLO 2009


GOODBYE 2008.

2008 was not a great year for me. The first month, dearest Bf & I turn 3rd. The rest of the months was spending my time alone at home, taking care of the babies. But on the fourth month, dearest Bf & I had our most biggest arguments that can break up us apart after a 3years long. But we love each other, we managed to pull it through. And, I'am so bad as not to celebrate his 18th birthday but Mama celebrate for him. Hahaha. Come May, I turn 17years in life. Mini celebration for me, I was happy Bf came along too. But Brother was not there to cut the cake with me. Life been pretty good. came along June, I had my fourth niece in my family, which is on Mama side. After Sis deliver her sweetheart, came along another news that my 1st Sis is expecting her 2nd son. Life is so sweet. Days & nights were spent together with Bf. Late night conversation, coffee talks, movies date, the nak-menang situation & of course the mad over somethings that we don't know. Hahahaha. Life was great after that, I admit I fall many times. To skipping class & not attending exam & to my work at La Senza which turn out to be so FCUK. To my sleepover at Bf place & Sis place for about a weeks, which make Mama sulk with me for 2days. Hahahaha. To the day, I went to KL to visit my half-dad & siblings. And, Bf pass his BTT & waiting for FTT. Hahaha. The day, Bf & I been so close to Yan, Aidil & Mandol. The weekends was definitely out to town. To Lau Pat Sat or to just Macdonals. With them, I make friends with 3 beautiful ladies which I thought I wouldn't like them. But I was wrong, I love their accompany & cam-whores. Hahaha. To dearest Blogmate, I can't believe I made friends with people over the cyber world. And, not forgetting, my pen-pal in Australia. Hari Raya was great, as usual. I didn't get lots of $$$ though. And, the Raya with the happy pills was superly great too. A very big fight with Sis, until now, we are not in talking terms. Sentosa out with the happy pills & I get myself drunk. Hahaha. And, a night out with the happy pills. And, of course, the last minute celebration of 2008 was out to East Coast with the happy pills. Something did occur druing the nights but we are out to enjoy ourselves, they managed to silent. And, the countdown begin, until I realised I hear the fireworks that I knew it was already in 2009. But no matter what, I cherish every moment I had last years.

HELLO 2009 !!!

January- 4th years anniversary.
March- Boyfriend 19th.
May- I'm turning 18th.