Okay, I'm blank, don't know what to post eventhough I have so many things to write about. For your info, Valentine Days was at Changi Beach accompany Bf, Yan & Az fishing. And, today, head down to our usual port to slack. See ya. Next post, sooner or later.

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I'm meeting sweet child of mine, Nadya later over at Changi Airport before she fly back to Jakarta. Its like, I'm sending her off since I can't meet her for the past 2days when she is here. Okay, seriously, I'm scared, shy, nervous & I can feel butterflies is my tummy. Hahaha. Ever since, we been friend over at FS, we only hide behing the monitor & later in the evening, I'm gonna meet her & definitely going to hug her & stuff & not forgetting cam-whore. Bf, pinjam camera eh?! Hahaha. Nervous, my blood pressure is going high. Hahaha. Sex-cited & of course Shy. Hahaha. Okay, gonna plan what to wear. Hahaha.

Blog is dead. Mind you, I have the time to check anything on the Internet but just don't have the mood to even post an entry. And, right now, I'm still blank thinking of what to write. Perhaps, I should write about the past few days but I guess its kinda be boring since it is the same old routine, I did. Few days, went back to JYSS to watch the rugby match between BSS. Thats the first time, I went back ever since I graduated. Yeah, of course I wanted to meet some of my teachers but Bf was like, "Okay, jom smoke break. Jom. B, jom." So been the sweet Gf ever, I follow him whenever he go & in which after that we settle down at our usual spot to just chill the night there. After that, same old routine, you bet. LOLs. Whatever it is, Nenek is coming back later, & me, I have to babysit the kids again. I should get a job or something, I can't stand staying at home like this everyday. And, going out, meeting Bf is so hard. Or perhaps just continue with my studies. I'm so stress about all this. Bf, cepat Friday, I wanna go fishing lah. Hehehe. Till here, I don't know when my post will be. Just wait.

Check the mail every morning & I received this from Nadya. I was super excited. So my friends, make my pen-pal most welcome here. LOLs. I really need to plan something for her. Hahaha.

Family is out. Nenek is admitted to the hospital. I have yet to visit her since theres no one to take care of the kids. So the Maksu had too. Bro & his Gf is here. Been watching DVD with them since the night before. While the Bf, I'm pretty sure he is sleeping now despite argue with him over some unknown matter. Silly. Hes coming later to accompany me. And, I get bored. When I get bored, I will bully this little rugrats of mine. Sofea !!! She already started to stand, at least a bit & she can sit already. LOLs. See her face. She is so chubby. Hahaha. Okay, till here.

Early birdie for me today. Woke up at 8 just now & attend baby Eva Sofea & Granny since she is sick for the past 2days. And, the Bf is coming over for lunch. He kept bugging me to cook him a meal. And, I had to do so if not he will merajuk. I had prepare some dish for him already. Hahaha. Excited. Making him a spaghetti. LOLs. I bet I get going. And, oh yeah, fish we caught on last Saturday.

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Bf came over for lunch as mention above & family started chaos when Granpa said that Nenek condition becoming more worse. Bf & I kept ourselves busy by looking after Nenek while Mama attend the kids. And, one by one others family member drop by. Sis came back from work & upon looking at Nenek, Sis decided to call an ambulance for the sake of Nenek since she been sick for the past 2days. They had just left for hospital, left me, Bro's Gf, Big Sis & family & the kids. I cried when I saw Nenek been pushed away. I don't know why but I feel sad, sad by the look of Nenek face. Just hope for a good news from Mama & Sis later. Insyaallah.

Family redha if anything will to happen to Nenek.
We know its already time for her to go. *Cried.

Woke up pretty early just now. Had my shower & some bread before fetching Effa from school. Bf call me & I was so glad to hear his voice. And, whats worse can it be. Flu, sore throat, my head spinning & now PMS. And, the CRAMP. Urggh. Been hanging on the computer for about 2hours just so that I won't feel the pain. But I can barely. Am not meeting Bf later, I guess. The pain is so killing me any minutes. I don't want any pain killers. And, I miss Bf so much. ):

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Boyfriend surprised me at my doorstep just now. Lucky I had my shower if not he will nag at me like an old lady. So the whole evening was spent under my void decks, playing cards, play with Bf PSP, conversation & arguing & the best part is we sing a song aka duet to malay song. Haha. Kental. Back at home, Mama invite Bf for dinner & after that he played with the kids before settling down under my void decks again for smoke & a last minute hug & kisses. Hahaha. Its only 954 & Bf just left while me, I'm chatting with my pen-pal over in Australia. Boy, I was so excited. Hahaha. We were talking about direct flight from Australia to Spore & sort of things. Hahaha. I'm all kind of excited. Can't wait to meet her. LOLs.



I'm lost of words. And, I still feel the cramp in my stomach? Stomach or wombs? Hahaha. Mama is making me some hot tea. So sweet. Till here. Night.