Monday, March 30 @ 3:35 PM
True poets don't write
" The greatest healing therapy is friendship and love. "
I love so many things about you. Yet, its just hard to pick one. PS: She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.
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Sunday, March 29 @ 6:46 PM
SPOTLIGHT
" We all live with the objective of being happy; our lives are all different and yet the same. "
Am back home. First time first, called up Bf & am meeting him later. Happy sekali. Hehehe.
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Friday, March 27 @ 10:35 AM
MEANS I MISS YOU IN PHILLIPPINES
" Namimiss na kita. "
Will spent the weekend over at Cousin house since Mama have a malay wedding over at West side. I never want to go cause I'm not gonna meet Bf but Mama kept forcing me. I'm so gonna miss Bf & its already if plus the weekend, its gonna be 4days of not meeting him. Haiyo. Lets just hope he will behave himself. And, I might be twittering or shall update some or two on cousin lappy. If that, I'm not busy.
Bf, take care, Okay, meet you later on Sunday evening or Monday. I'm gonna miss you. OMG, I behaving like I'm going to overseas which I'm only be staying the weekend over at cousin place. Haha. So paranoid. Take care, I love you so much, Beng.
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Thursday, March 26 @ 9:27 AM
I HOPE YOU LOVE BIRDS TOO
" In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on. "
Both my little kids here are gonna turn 3rd on April Fools later. Which means Maksu gonna get a big hole in my pockets. Have something on my minds but I have to be FAIR, which means if Ezza gift is expensive, Afiq gift too's. Haiyo. Thought of buying them a toys since Ezza wanted this Baby Alive from Toy R Us, so I guess I'll buying Afiq the toy Cars since he like toys so much. But the Bf of mine wanted to buy them a shoes. He wanted to buy them a sandal but I wanted to buy a Mary Jane shoes for Ezza which I don't have any idea what to get for Afiq later on. Headache just for their present. And, we argue yesterday just for their 3rd birthday gift.

Should I buy this? Or just follow with Bf?
Side-track, one of those day where I get to ride on Bf BIL scrambler. Hahaha. *Inside-info. Yesterday, accompany Bf to play Sepak Takraw with the boys which resulted them asking Haikal gigi to join them since they are short of 1 more person. He really changed & its good to have him lepaking with us back. Guess, I miss the old days. But I'm content with what I have for now. And, oh early birdie today, thanks to Effa Irdina. Been yelling & yelling to her to get ready for schools & she taking her own sweets time. I get the blame!!! Same goes to Granny. I'm tired already & I should have some rest. Cause I'm not strong like how you use to know me.
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Tuesday, March 24 @ 11:01 PM
CHOCOLATES
" Chocolate is nature’s way of making up for Mondays. "
Before bedtime comes, I stuff myself with lots & lots of Ferrero Rochers. A better start for the night, perhaps. And, nothing beat around me when I have the most wonderful Bf ever. I love you, Beng. Night babies.
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Monday, March 23 @ 10:19 AM
LIFE IS FOR LIVING, IF THERE"S AN ANGEL WATCHING OVER YOU
" The loneliest woman in the world is a woman without a close woman friend. "
 She was a woman who made mistakes, who sometimes cried on a Monday morning or at night alone in bed. She was a woman who often became bored with her life and found it hard to get up for work in the morning. She was a woman who more often than not had a bad hair day, who looked in the mirror and wondered why she couldn't just drag herself to the gym more often; she was a woman who sometimes questioned what reason had she to live on this planet. She was a woman who sometimes just got things wrong.  On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led her. And, whatever you said the night before was all true. I never had a beautiful childhood nor a beautiful house to called my own but I know I have a beautiful & a unforgettable memories of them. " Happy 4years 2months anniversary, Beng. I love you with all my hearts. "
   Moments of true. Eventhough, Bf screwed up my plan. Haha. Am glad he like it. Touching kan, B? Mestilah, first time ape. Haha. Lastly, a kiss for the birthday boy.
   More pictures is up on my Facebook later. Labels: PS: I LOVE YOU
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Thursday, March 19 @ 12:14 PM
I'M A TROUBLEMAKER
" She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad " Emotional breakdown. PS: Yan, I hope you pass your TP today & make us proud & ditched all those girls who have bastard your relationship. Okay. PPS: Oh baik uh, aku nk skola, ko yg tk bagi aku skola ape, abe tu ko ckp mcm gtu. Ko suruh aku duduk rumah, tolong Mama, jaga anak ko. Bile masa, ko salahkan aku jugak. What the fuck siak.
-Edited-
 Congrats, Yan for passing your TP just now. God, you must us proud & cepat-cepat keluarkan Motor Gang. DOPE UH LO !!! Girls, stop being a bitch, stop suruh nk antar g skola lah. Like Yan said, he is not into girls anymore but into BOYS. Hahaha Cepat keluarkan your spark or whatever your motor is, while Beng will keluarkan his scrambler. *Hint-hint. LOLs.
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Monday, March 16 @ 1:44 PM
PORTFOLIO
" I don't mind living in a man's world, as long as I can be a woman in it. "  Just finish watching ANTM cycle 12. So into it nowadays & I'am so into Fo, especially her freckles!!! They are a cutie & its so look fine on her & not forgetting her tan skin. Urghh. Hahaha. 2nd runner up for me is London. I just love her new makeover, especially her short, sexy & sleek hair. Turns me on & I feel like cutting mine. Hahaha. Side-track, plan was cancel due to raining. Eventhough, we have our free tickets & it will expired on this Thursday. Haiyo, never mind, BIL can get free tickets again next month. Hahaha. Waste & gone. Been feeling so shagged & lazy (read LAZY) lately. I should get a job or something. I can't bear to sit at home & attending to those kids. They are getting on my nerves each time. And, I'm fucking broke. WHATEVER, I need to smoke now. Bye. **** 16 March today. Happy Nineteen Boyfriend. xx
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Sunday, March 15 @ 11:26 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND, post is actually for Bf.
" When God made you, He was having a good day! Cause your so special, so kindhearted & that its difficult to tell in words... Happy Birthday, Dearest "
16 March 1990. This little boy of mine turn Nineteen today.(Even though, am early by 30Min's) Another years for you & yet another year for me to celebrate this wonderful day with you. May Allah bless you in everything you do. And, may you pass your car license sooooon, so you can be my chauffeur for the rest of your life. (HAHAHAHAHA) May you will always be happy with people surround you & especially me, your sexy Gf. (HAHAHAHAHA AGAIN) And, if your weak outside, PLEASE (read please) don't be weak inside. Hahaha. Oh, reminiscing the fate, I known you when your only 15years young. Hahaha. The highschools Zac Efron. And, me, Vanessa Hudgen but of course. Hahaha. And, you are now in your so matured level & can even datang minang me already. LOLs. Okay, I'm talking craps. Hope you like everything just now EVEN THOUGH YOU SCREWED UP MY PLAN !!! Hahaha. From the karaoke, to the surprised Famous Amos brownies, dinner at Marina Food court, to lepaking at Marina Steps & not forgotten for you being the photographer. Grin. Hahahaha.
Happy Nineteen Dear Boyfriend. I love you so so so so so so so much. (Only God knows how much) It may be just a small brownies cake, but it sincerely come from the bottom of my heart, to the one whom I deeply in love with. PS: Oh, sorry, I had to lie to you for a few times.(Its SO HARD OKAY!!!)
Pictures is up later when I get them from Ain's multiply. Date tomorrow for the two of us, Spore flyers!!! Till then Good night.
Labels: Happy 19th Boyfriend
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Saturday, March 14 @ 7:08 PM
EZZA HAZIQAH aka JAJA
" I have three nephews and a three nieces altogether, so I have plenty of kids that I can spend time with. "
        My little honey bunny strawberry & the chocolate sticky chewy with cherries on top beef lasagne aka 'my' bantal busuk uncle Alep favourite 'wheres your armpits' the oh so alike Paris Hitlon & Nicole Richie the hitting town with Maksu gang the favourite Mango ice blended the Mad jack fighting food & night fall argue over who get the bantal busuk first & the late night toilet walk at home the home-coming aka run to Maksu the Goodnight wishes & the smile on her face brighten up my early morning everyday eventhough late night before had a big fight with Bf. My princess, my cupid, my bitch feast (I can bitch anything to her & she will just listen), the bestfriend I ever had (Cause she will not backstep me, O.o) my little angel of heaven (Eventhoug, I never GIVE BIRTH to her) my all time favourite things & last but not least my beautiful niece, Ezza Haziqah aka Jaja or Uncle Alep favourite baby & (sungguh perasaan) Uncle Yan daughter. Hahaha. I'am so close to her eventhough I have like about 7 nieces altogether. Haiyo. Worse still, I can't live without her, even a day I never meet her, I can go insane. Hahaha. Whatever it is, I love you so much, Jaja. Be a good damn girl, Okay princess. Countdown to your 3rd birthday which falls this April Fool. Present is on your way. Hahaha. Okay, I should stop now, scared Bf get jealous. Hahaha.  And, of course, credits goes to your beautiful, adorable Maksu right? And, don't ever be like your Kakak Effa, if not my love will turn to Eva pulak. Hahaha. Okay. My love for them is equal !!!
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Friday, March 13 @ 11:11 AM
il mio ragazzo
" Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. "
 Fishing later with the boys. Haiyo, I'm broke now. Hope I get some allowance from Papa this coming Sunday. Happening babe. Hahaha. Bf advanced birthday celebration. Hope everything went smoothly. Insyaallah. And, Thank God Its (already) Friday. This week is so draggy for me, I think its because I never went out for the past 2 days. Hahaha. Oh, Mama is cooking some spahetti. Yummy-yummy. Can't wait to open my mouth & chew it. Hahaha. Okay lame, I know. Next post Monday perhaps. Have a lovely weekend. Bf, hope you are excited as much as I'am right now. Hahaha. I love my il mio ragazzo.
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Thursday, March 12 @ 1:25 PM
CUPCAKES & MORE CUPCAKES PLEASE
" Having a dream is what keeps you alive. Overcoming the challenges make life worth living "
Mama bought back some cupcakes just now from Elfie's school. I was so excited that she handed me all the 10 cupcakes to me. Imagined 10 cupcakes. Hahaha. It was actually a leftover from Elfie's friend, Nigel 4th birthday. And, Mama get all the leftover since the rest don't want it. Bodoh nya. Hahaha. And, now its my six cupcakes, I eaten already & thanks to Sis who already back home & ask for the rest. Sibuk jer. Hahaha. Been long, I never update my blog. I just don't have the urge to even post anything. So yeah. Am meeting Bf later. Finally, dapat jumpa after 2days of not meeting. And oh, countdown to Bf birthday. Hope everything went well. Yan, if you happen to read this, plan lah pelan-pelan Okay. Anything, I will beep you. Hint-hint ajelah. It is so hard to lie to Bf. Oooopss. Hahaha. And, to Ain, be brave Okay since your Bf masuk NS. I never really see your soft side. LOLs. Hahaha. Meetup soon again. Please make yourself free on Sunday. Oh please. LOLs.   Aren't this cupcakes so heaven?! Sexy 18th please. Hahaha. Sungguh tk malu !!!
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Tuesday, March 10 @ 10:57 AM
ITS TIME TO HEAL
" Today I will cry like never after, but tomorrow my laughter will be heard like never before. "
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
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Side-tracked, Bf birthday is in six more days.
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Sunday, March 8 @ 10:14 PM
BIL BILLY WILLY
" 1+1=2. I love you. You love me too. "
My BIL is silly. Whatever. Hahaha. Will update someday soon. Lazy + hungry + stomach pain. Bye.
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Thursday, March 5 @ 11:40 AM
LONG WEEKEND
" When I see you, I saw Love. "
Really want to upload all the pictures of Sheesha but it took alot of time. Perhaps next time. Oh yeah, get away during the weekend again. Had to take care of baby Ariq. And, the Bf is busy too with the family. Its late lunch cum early dinner with the Bf later. Gonna head down to Town for some small shopping yet again. Hahaha. And, some time alone. I need to do some small cleaning before fetching Effa from school & meeting Bf at 1 later. Confirm lambat. Hahaha. Okay, till here. Have a wonderful day people. Might be updating later on Monday. Okay bye. Pictures is up at Ain's multiply. Go view.
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Tuesday, March 3 @ 12:18 PM
UNPLANNED, BUGIS & SHEESHA
" A man falls in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears. "
  Will post about yesterday & more photos of the happy pills. Unplanned meet up, roam around Bugis & late night sheesha. Nothing beat around them. Plan something for Beng birthday !!! 14 more days !!! *Hint-hint. Am outside now, accompany Beng cabut school. Had Mac for breakfast & now at the IT center. LOLs. Okay, off now. Baby Ariq coming over later in the evening. YEAH !!!
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Monday, March 2 @ 10:29 AM
CHOOSE
" By the time you're eighty years old you've learned everything. You only have to remember it. "
Bf birthday is coming & its like another fourteen more days for him being nineteen. I have yet to buy him any present or things but I have something on my mind. I can't go on any further cause he will read my blog. LOLs. Off to Bugis later in the afternoon.
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Sunday, March 1 @ 3:21 PM
YOUR PRESENCE STILL LINGERS
"Your presence in my life brings wonderful smiles and loving thoughts within my heart."
Its raining outside & I just got back from shopping mania with Papa & Mummy. Mama is sick & the kids are getting on my nerves. Sis is too. I miss big Sis & Ariq. Bf is out with the boys, fishing at Bedok Jetty. I had to give it a skip since I had to take care of the house. And now, menses cramp again for the past 3days. Killing me & pain-killer won't do any good. Was out to Giant with Papa, as usual. Tidbits & more tidbits. Chocolate & ice-cream !!! After that, head down to Tampines Mall. Shopping like hell even though it was only at TM. Since, I was having this stupid PMS & cramps, I didn't eat anything even though Mummy ask me weather I want to eat Swensens, Pizza Hut or Haagan Dazs for dessert. I have to said NO ! All the yummy licious food !! Urgggh. Whenever, I think of foods, I will stomach pain. Haiyo. LOLs. Bought some blouse & shorts. And, of course, Maybelline make-up. Hahaha. Had some talks with Papa, that I want to go to Jakarta. And, he said he will look first & see if Mummy can have a long holiday during June. Yeah, I was grinning all the way. At least, I can meet with Nad's & not forgetting visit both my grandparents grave there. Finger-cross, Papa make it happen. Hahaha. Okay, spring cleaning my room since I'm not going out today. Oh, I miss Bf. Eventhough, I meet him like almost 24/7 but yes, I miss him. Bf, I want that Victoria Secret perfumes. Can? Till then.
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