At 53th, what went wrong?

BOYFRIEND, gambar sungguh lama lah kan. Remember?? Hehehe.
Will tell you the full scoop later Okay. LOLs. Well, I got back some of old pictures in my picasa album. I have totally forgot about it. And, it is so funny. Haha. I can't stop laughing when I look back. Hahaha. Side-tracked, birthday celebration later. My babygirl is so cranky today.

She only want hug!!!!

I want to be in the sun again with my Man.

HAPPY 53th MONTHSARY, BENG.
I LOVE LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
AND, JUST LIKE A FAT KIDS LOVE HIS CAKE TOO.

PS: I know that the feeling is still there.

Cause it will never change, I believe you too right?

I know I'm early but who cares.

Sentosa yesterday afternoon with my man.
Cooked something for the both of us & Mom make us a ramly burger.
Tanned all the way until this man of mine kept complaining that the heat is getting hotter & hotter that we kept changing spot.
Finally, we settle for one spot & swim for the rest of the evening.
After that, we settle for dinner at the Banquet

& spent some quality time alone.
Before, we bused down to Tampines & home sweet home.

PS: I love yesterday so much & I can't wait for another outing with you, Boyfriend. And, yes, Just the two of Us. Hehehe.
Another PS: I will upload some pictures when I get them from the Bf.
But, half way through, the camera is being such a bitch. Hmphh!!

*****

The only Man that I can cried so badly infront of him.
The only Man that I can tell all my secrets with.
The only Man who stood with me all this while.
The only Man who love his daughter like no other father can.

Happy Father's Day, Papa.
I love you so much. May Allah bless you always.
I wish my Dad is here with Mom to share this wonderful day,
but I can only wish but can never said it.
While, being the only daughter of his,
I should refrain myself from crying.
And, its the tears of happiness.

The cure
I've waited hours for this
Ive made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought that this day would end
I never thought that tonight could ever be
this close to me.

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I MISS MY BOYFRIEND BADLY BUT I NEVER TOLD HIM.

Life at 18th !!!

When I have decides not to turn back my time.
Nothing could ever stop me starting from now.
I'm gonna follow my dream.

Granny said that she dream of her parents (Means my great-grandparents) coming to take her away to a nice beautiful place with lots of beautiful people & she said it looks like a Heaven.

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Bf, I'am so sorry. I feel so bad about it.

This is on my favourites baby birthday which is on 3rd April. Celebrating both my April's baby birthday & Sister birthday. Ezza hair is so sleek. Even her own Maksu, canno't do her hair like that. Hahaha. Don't you think so? Hahaha.




Don't mind about my face. Hahaha. My birthday one month ago. Just a small mini celebration with the family. My Brother is not there eventhough he supposed to.



And, left this small cutie here who gonna turn 1year old on this 24 June. Can't wait for our own family celebration. Minus the fact, left BIL & Mama birthday which fall on this August & November.

There were like about 100+ pictures in BIL lappy but I managed to steal some only. Well, side-tracked, yesterday, I visit Bf's Sister & baby Haziq. Before that, went to Tampines 1 to buy some goodies for Haziq. And, he is so cute & adorable. I can't wait for Brother kids later on. Hahaha. I love babies. And, my Granny is so so so so sick. Its remind me of my Granny Siti few years back when she can never recognised her own kids & grandchild. My family is doing our best to keep Granny well. But she've been whining saying that all her body is pain & she can't take it. Its make me sad to see her suffer. Well, lets just hope Granny get well soon. Insyaallah, Amin.

I have no plan yet & I'm broke. Bf, how to meet you?

I miss my Dad badly.

:(

Yesterday night before I went to bed, I have this conversation with my little Ezza.

Maksu, you tak boleh kiss Uncle Alep tau! (With the pelat voices & she always saw Bf kissing me whenever he sent me right infront of my doorstep, Hahaha)

HUH? Why? Why you said like that?

Yes, tak boleh kiss Uncle Alep tau! Maksu belum kahwin ngan Uncle Alep.

Laughing non-stop) Abe if Jaja ada Bf, Jaja nak kiss dia?

(She laugh) Nak, macam Maksu & Uncle Alep.

And, she still argue with me not to kiss her Uncle Alep again. How sweet & cute can that girl be?? And, after that, she dozed off by saying 'Good night, Maksu' Hahaha. She is so beautiful. Yet, she is so naughty & I can't even dare to bring her out again. But nevertheless, I love you so much, Jaja. Side-tracked, might be visiting Bf Sister later in the evening to visit her new son. I can't wait but takkan nak datang empty-handed kan! After all, my future SIL. Hahaha. Need to do some shopping beofre meeting Haziq later. And, yes swimming pool later at night with the kids. Okay, gtg. Have a happy Monday blues everyone.

Well, oh well. Back to square one yet again.
Will be using Livejournal for my private post.

HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT.
(:

PS: Sorry hor, I can't resist cause theres Eminem in it. Bf also said so.

Pictures from Ain birthday. There were like about 100 plus pictures but I took some only & more on my Facebook & Ain multiply.

Cleaning the house & off to Malaysia later. Be back before dawn tomorrow.

PS: I want the ring now lah. :(